Sometimes, I catch the local school bus stopping at the corner
of my street. I can’t say that there
hasn’t been a time {or two} that I have day dreamt that my darlings were on
that very bus. That instead of being with me all day making messes with paper and glue, they would be doing
that in their very own class rooms.
Homeschooling is a very hard choice, and not one that may be
right for everyone. It is a decision that I would not
want to push on anyone else. The main
reason for my writing this is because of the questions...like, How will your kids get
into college? Can they possibly make it
in the “real” world, or are they social awkward? …and the list goes on.
Since I decided to start offering printables, videos and such on
karatootie, I thought I would address my families journey in homeschool. Believe me, before making the decision for my
own darlings, I was never a believer in homeschooling. I had the same questions.
Why homeschool then? Well,
it was actually quite an easy decision for us to make, because it was through God. He instructed us to follow this path. I always tell people that I heard God speak to me 3
years ago, but not in the clouds dividing and sun beams surrounding a deep
voice sort of way. More of a heart talk,
a deep soulful feeling that I couldn’t ignore. When God spoke to my family it was during a hard time in many American’s lives, and
we were certainly not excluded. My
husband’s business was one of the first hit by the economy’s fall and his job had already been demoted. We were struggling financially, trying to make ends meet. He called me into his office one morning and
told me that we may need to put our son in school and daughter in daycare. I would be going to work outside of our home. We
both agreed that before either of us made a decision, we would pray about it,
and put it into God’s hands.
Have you ever heard of coincidences? Yeah me too, but in this case, it was quite
the opposite of that. In my heart, it
was DIVINE intervention. In my heart, God spoke to my family, He spoke to me. My husband and I decided to put it fully into
God’s hands. (maybe one or two of you can relate here) That, is a very HARD thing to do. To let go, completely. Being that
I am already getting so personal here, I will add that I like to get things done. If I see a better way of doing something, I
give it a go. If there is a problem, I
want a solution, a good solution, and fast.
To me, putting something into God’s hands is painfully difficult. I know this is my all powerful, omniscient, omnipresent God that created the world in 6 days….but me wait for him? Arg, I
am SO stubborn! I am competitive! I am impatient! We gave it over to God. I gave it over to Him completely, and trusted in His decision which ever it may be. Within our timeline, to the day, we received
a call that my husband’s company was expanding and he was moving back up. I must stress that the rest of the economy
was still in ruins. To be candidly
honest, when I agreed to put the matter into God’s hands, I was very sure that
I would be enrolling the kids in school and day care very soon. I envisioned my kids riding the bus
everyday. But God had a different
vision. I think that he had a vision of
my darlings with me. With me teaching
them about Him.
Am I the right person to be trusted with these darlings? Me? I mess up. I lose my temper. What if I can’t do the
quadratic equation any more? I don’t
always have a clean house….and the list goes on. The thing is that although I may not always
understand God’s plans, I do believe in them.
I pray daily that he equips me with knowledge, understanding and patience to
handle my darlings. He has. He has taken that burden from my shoulders
and has allowed me to enjoy them. I get
to enjoy seeing Miss L light up as she is learning how to read. When I see her smile after tackling a new word
that she has never seen before. I smile, and my
heart warms. When I hear Mr D spouting
off his memorization work, my heart is filled….I am so thankful.
Am I hard on them? Yes, at times I am. I know their potential, so I push them to do
their best. We don’t move on to a new
subject if we don’t fully understand the one at hand. That’s where Classical Conversations fits
in. For those that don’t know, it’s a
co-op that meets once a week (or you can do it at home) and has a very
intellectually stimulating and challenging curriculum. It fits us.
It allows us to be very hands on and although the material is demanding
at times, my darlings don’t notice, because they are having fun while
learning. So, it’s a win, win.
Then there’s the fun stuff.
I get to play with my kids at the park.
We go for midday bike rides and picnics.
We get to visit museums and libraries all the time. Guess what, if we want to visit Governor’s
mansion, or see how a library works, we do! So those messes that I mentioned earlier? Well truth be told, I really enjoyed making them.
See, I am like every other mom, I want my darlings to be
masters, not like He-Man or anything, but I want them to be knowledgeable. I want them to
be social butterflies, A + students, sports heroes, defenders of the innocent,
the first picked at sports, beautiful and handsome, well versed biblically,
multilingual, musicians, artists…well you know, PERFECT! Well, we still far from that, but we will continue to trust God. In His timing, His knowledge, and His vision for us.
If you are thinking of
homeschooling, I would encourage you to check out a cc community, or maybe
another co-op in your area. If there are
any question I can answer, I will do my best.
Again, I understand that homeschooling is not for everyone, so please
keep comments respectful.
For now, I will leave you with some
fun Latin noun cases! A video featuring the lovely Miss L and the accompanying printable...ENJOY!
ipsa scientia potestas est!
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